Friday, March 30, 2007

oh wells. parents are gonna get called up for my shitty grades. u know, the only regret i have i guess is that i didnt take tuition straight after O1, it was that stupid piece of pride that said i could do it without tuition and now i have DDEUU, damn disgusting, euu! sort of grades. not like my tuition teacher is a miracle worker but i m sure frens hu shared my tuition classes, jared, wenhui, glenn would all agree that smartlab made the difference simply because the teachers were good with their methods of teaching, always willing to help and never criticized u. and to be honest, these types of teachers are kinda hard to find nowadays, and it worked for me in secondary school and i m convinced it ll work now cus i m ready to give it my all.

got quite frustrated today, actually i have cell on fridays la but today was an exception, still couldnt take it le so just wanted to go home. didnt help i got an irritating phone call to make life more difficult after that, ended up going back alone. at least mom gave me some slack when she saw how pissed i was today. if she started again, i ll probably explode.

really miss my secondary school days thou. life was darn carefree then even thou i was a exco member in scouts and a prefect and had o levels, kinda wonder why everything is so pressurizing now, its not that i cant take the workload but i dun like the emphasis that people put on it and the amount of stick u have to go thru because of it, just let me do my thing. it has never failed me on the big stage before.

as u know ur in some situations where somethings mean so much to u, but it also puts u under so more torment, its like u can neither go right nor left, its like in soccer, lets say u have developed everything u can do at this soccer team, u are a boyhood fan of this team and playing for them would be ur dream come true, but the fans dun like u and they boo u all the time cus they arent satisfied with the performance, u love the club so much but staying there makes it so uncomfortable for u, wad can u do. if only the soccer fans understood.

speaking of soccer. tmr soccer 10am. barker. stress relief! woohooo!

and thanks for coming true for me today during my TPI presentation even thou i have neglected You for a long long time.

|cowpoo| 8:13 PM|

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